Showing posts with label musings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label musings. Show all posts

Sunday, December 4, 2011

advent is the name of that moment.

This December, it has been easy for me to align myself with the mindset of hope and expectation. Maybe it;s from the hope and persistent waiting in all the Old Testament stories that I've been reading, maybe it's the smell of my "a toast to cider" candle, maybe it's the Christmas lights and soft lamps that I see every morning on my way to work... but whatever it is, it has filled me with peace. And hope.

"You are aware of the beating of your heart... The extraordinary thing that is about to happen is matched only by the extraordinary moment just before it happens. Advent is the name of that moment." - Frederick Buechner

I held another cooking club after school, and we made reindeer cake balls (thank you, Bakerella!) My kids really enjoyed them and ever got creative. Not shown in the picture are the dog and unicorn balls.

We also made sweet-potato-apple bake and a cinnamon-raisin risotto-like rice. (Easier than risotto because it required no stirring, because we needed all hands on deck for the reindeer.)


My Spanish skills are slightly improving - I happened to understand one full sentence of my students' conversation and they now think I understand everything they say. For the most part, that's a good thing. Now they have to censor themselves in Spanish and English.

What else have I been learning? It's hard to love people sometimes. (Or some people all the time.) I have an implicit checklist of who I have more patience and love for... and that is not the kind of love that God calls us to give. I was reading a friend's blog and came across the following - it voices what I've been all-too-happy to not let myself think about.

I let go of my right...
-To be happy -To have an attractive body -To health
-To my possessions -To my time -To comfort
-To my past -To my recreation or activity -To my habits
-To wealth -To my future plans and dreams -To self-sufficiency
-To control-To have consequences follow what I've done -To my satisfaction
-To my significance -To my securities -To prosper
-To strength-To know future outcomes
-To my old ways of getting my needs met
-To getting my way -To my reputation -To success
-To notoriety-To my feelings -To my choices
-To my occupation -To be loved -To know God's will
-To demand anything from God -To life itself -To be used by God
-To escape bad circumstances -To fear -To my opinions
-To my judgments -To my timing -To judge
-To emotional security -To my expectations -To be accepted
-To pleasant circumstances -To be understood -To be married
-To my geographical location -To be thanked or appreciated
-To be acknowledged -To have relationships
-To have a child-To have a happy marriage
-To blame -To be rescued-To tell others what I know
-To rescue another -To be heard-To be needed or wanted
-To meet others' needs -To be right-To have others' approval
-To good finances -To take offense-To have justice done
-To defend -To my entitlements -To be justified

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

quotable quotes

Boy: "Did you have a hard day yesterday?"
Me: "Yes, actually. How can you tell? Do I look that bad?"
Boy: "Oh, it's just your hair. You have fly-aways everywhere!"
Me: "...Oh. Well that's not a result of my hard day. That's just because I didn't shower."

Things are going well. I'm still myself up here, and I can prove that with the above statement and because I am currently listening to Christmas music. There's a church in Louisville that has amazing albums and music, and I found a free sampler of their Christmas album on noisetrade.com.

Feel like learning?
Have you ever heard of Baby Can Read? Don't do it.

I've taught that at OSU - that not only is there no benefit to watching television, there may actually be negative effects. A recent position statement by the American Academy of Pediatrics confirms this belief from a compilation of studies. (See the link here.) There are no benefits to placing children younger than two in front of a television, even for background noise. It is not just that there are no effects - there are actually negative effects of television watching.
Yes, I can write this convincingly because I don't have to care for any children under two. I'm sure I will be plenty tempted to plop them down in front of the tv... so you can hold me accountable to that. Maybe, when I grow up, I can live on a farm in the 1800s and not have to worry about it?

On more serious notes, I am interested in your opinions. As a teacher at a Christian high school, to what extent do you think my focus should be content? To what extent should it be relationships? Spiritual development? I am not happy with the percentages that I currently feel like I am doing, but I don't know an ideal. What do you all think? Would it change if I were teaching a different age? Subject? Public school?

Monday, November 15, 2010

i have good news and bad news.

Do you want the good news first or the bad news first?


Oh wait, it doesn't really matter what you think for two reasons: 
1. this is my blog, and it happens to be extremely one-directional and also me-centered, which means the bad news will always come first. I like getting it over with.
2. The good news and bad news are one and the same in this case. Guess what I found out can be made in a toaster oven?
Toasted marshmallows! Melted chocolate (and peanut butter) chips! I don't know why I never thought of it! (Yes, I do. It's because I have never owned a toaster oven before, and I am smart enough to realize you can't toast marshmallows in a regular toaster unless it somehow has an open flame.)


I have been cooking up many delicious recipes - mostly from my Almost Meatless cookbook. Barley-stuffed butternut squash. Albondigas (Spanish meatballs). Turkey and pinto bean corn bread pie. Stir fry. Sour cream pancakes. Up next? Eggplant. I love winter vegetables!


I've been listening to Timothy Keller's Ministries of Mercy. It's been really good so far, about how we cannot simply have a church based on verbal interactions and theology. Books are just a bunch of scribbles that we apply meaning to (Richard Foster, A Celebration of Disciplines) and it's actions that truly reveal love. Actions are pretty hard when you're faking love,  however, and that only gets you so far, which is to say, not very far at all, so I'm not suggesting that we only build our actions as a sign of love, which is something I often find myself doing. They should be an outpouring of love: like when something so good happens to you that you know there's not a chance you could keep a secret and you're going to blow like a teapot if it doesn't come out of you. (I think that also could be used to describe a couple flu symptoms. Use whichever metaphor you prefer.)


Timothy Keller says in Ministries of Mercy that alienation occurs when an object is separated from its purpose. Our purpose is to glorify and worship the Creator God. We are forever alienating ourselves by worshiping things other than the Creator God, by being slaves to sin and running away from every intention to glorify Him. We alienate ourselves. "It's like - how much more black could this be? And the answer is none. None more black." (Thank you, This is Spinal Tap).

But we are a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a redeemable people - but it is only through the will(s) of God.

If Jesus' subsistence, His food, was to do the will of the Father, how much more should we be emulating that? How much more should we realize that we are incapable of doing so ourselves? How much more do we see the necessity of Christ and of God's desire for us to be saved and God's will to have His creation glorify Him?
Much more. How much more glorifying could this be?

The answer is none. None more glorifying.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

a lot of what's, but not in the tone that means 'huh' or 'are you serious?' Because I am most definitely smiling.

What I've been decorating:
Pumpkins and scarecrow cupcakes! (Scarecrow is not pictured here, don't worry.)

What I've been cooking:
Dark chocolate, Walnut, & Golden Raisin Cookies
Tuscan-Baked Chicken and Beans
Brie, Apple, & Arugula Quesadilla
Fall Vegetable Curry
and a ginger-pear-pomegranate crisp/ crumble that I won't bother posting the recipe for, because I don't think I followed any single step to make. I loved it, so if you ever see a recipe for one, it's worth trying. Add some other fall spices too, and it still tastes good.

What I've been running:
Finished the Columbus Marathon (that's number two for me), and still like running!

What I've been thinking: 

I finally watched the documentary Babies. I am struck by the cultural differences between the babies in the film. As an American, I think we are quick to assume that we have the right idea and that we have the only right idea. I watch the mother of the African baby wipe her baby on her leg and then clean her leg with a cornhusk. Immediately, we shudder and comment on the grossness and lack of hygiene. But what really determines the best option? Is our diaper plan the best because we are used to it, or is our diaper plan the best for all standards? Okay, I think hygiene might be on our side in this debate - unless you recall that too much hand sanitizer doesn't allow children to build up their immune systems and that is one explanation for the increased amount of allergies. But diapers add to landfills, plastics production, and more. How can we expect other countries to adopt our ways to deal with infant waste? 

I think this is analogous to a lot of educational reform issues (did I mention I also recently saw the documentary Waiting for 'Superman'?). Education-people tend to approach educational psychology and pedagogy with the same outlook that they learned through their educational experience. (Similar also to the cyclicality of physical abuse – parents who were abused are more likely to abuse their children than non-abused parents.) It’s not that the errors of our ways are ignored, but that we are more accepting of mistakes or errors in ways that are the norm or that we are used to. We think that our form of education is the best because it’s what helped those who plan the future of education succeed. We think that our childrearing ways are the best, because they are what we are used to. It is difficult for us to accept foreign ideas because we have preconceived notions that generally reflect our upbringing or experience: future experience is based off past experience. If you want to learn more about different styles of learning (but only if you want to), feel free to look at the blog of my cognition class: hooligangrads.blogspot.com or ask me to send you my critical reflection on Waiting for 'Superman'. Bottom line? Guggenheim (the producer/ director) doesn't have the answer either. He is simply, like the rest of us, still waiting for a Superman.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Congratulations, America! Another year of independence: achieved!

Because I don't have any pictures from the weekend (a direct result of leaving the camera in the car) I will attempt to recap the weekend in a humorous and witty way. I found this weekend a set of hilarious mishaps, so I will share here. And if you want to know more details, feel free to ask me. I just am not planning to subject all three of you who read this blog to all the details.




The weekend begins with grandparents and
smores (as if you didn't know that was coming),
wearing red-white-and-blue tie-dye to celebrate our land.
She stares into the smoke of the campfire, watching the embers,
watching the sparks, the flames be fanned,
watching Grandpa's marshmallow go from uncooked to charred
in ten seconds flat.

A long car drive later...


A sunny day with friends at a beach named the Bowl?
What in the name of Lake Michigan could be greater?
Well,
it turns out that the Bowl is named because it is a giant sand dune crater,
and with no clouds in the sky and no foot-shaped ice packs -
She quickly became a hater.
A slight pause for dramatic effect as I check the soles of my feet for blisters. There are none- but I am legitimately surprised. 
It was too sunny to have too much fun,
but they played in the surf and the waves and the towels until later,
they winced their way back up and down the formidable crater,
leaving a cell phone behind with a friend - she wouldn't have climbed back over
if you'd have paid her.

Part of the problems with cell phone usage nowadays is that I rarely look up directions to anywhere. Cell phones have google maps for directions, and other people's phone numbers for directions. Unfortunately, we were in the middle of a small lake town without any knowledge of anything except the direction west. The lake narrowed down our possible directions to head from four to three. Time until the wedding? One hour.


The kind words of a biker led the girls close to their desired spot - but first!
a Captain Sundae!
And in the bathroom of the Captain, the girls wiped off the worst
of the sand, sun, and stream; trading their suits and their shades for black dress -- and ice cream.
And with ten minutes to spare, the girls pulled in - to an open driveway with a little girl playing within.
"Please tell us, dear one, how to get to this church!"
"Mommy?" she called, as if they were cursed... (Maybe we should have offered her more candy?)
But Mommy and Daddy came out to save the day - turns out, the wedding's only five minutes away!
Now with five minutes to spare, we pulled in the church
and sat with dear friends, watching the wedding couple burst
with joy.

And then we went bowling, and I only threw the ball behind me one time.
The songs were plentiful, the pins were not (or were, depending on how you look at it),
My phone returned, to Ohio I went back,
leaving you, dear reader, to know that I wish you a happy weekend
and that you'd cut my writing some slack.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

(New recipes) by (activities) and (thoughts) over (rusted pipes)

Supposedly, I just shared my spring break photo album on blogger. We'll see if that actually happens after I type this post. I led a group of 6 undergrads around Columbus and we served with different organizations every day, tried new desserts, and I learned that cows can have runny noses.

I tried a new recipe called baked oatmeal - you bake it in a pan and it has an "oat-cake" consistency but it can be eaten like pancakes, with fruit, syrup, etc. Loved it! I also made tasty sour cream pound cakes but without pictures, I feel like I have no proof! Maybe I'll make them in my mini bundt cake pans...

Summing up school (in this case, just teaching Child Development): Can I say (and will anyone be surprised?) I forgot how much I enjoy sitting in front of a group of people who have to listen to me. It's like I'm sitting in front of 120 people who not only have to listen, but can't really respond. (Obviously, that's a bit of an exaggeration and I hope it's more active than that, but they still get to hear all my stories.) I found out I'll be presenting a paper at the Society for Prevention Research in Denver this June - once I know something about what I'm presenting and how the politics will all play out, I'll let you all in on the delectable piece of knowledge.

New activities! Remember my New Year's resolution to learn something new? How about soccer? Rock climbing (not really new, but a re-start.)? Catching a Frisbee under my leg? That was my previous week. I scored a goal - when the goalie was actually guarding, no less - and I enjoyed it, "retro" shoes and all. I rock-climbed a 2+ without failing, except for the safety portion... Minor setback. Catching the Frisbee under my leg was not my greatest success story, as my strategy was to just pick up a leg (any leg) and simply try to catch the frisbee, whether my hand was behind my leg, on the other side of my body, or waving above my head. One piece at a time.

Let me sum up power steering for you: You. Want. It.
Let me sum up repair on the power-steering-fluid-pipe-thing: You don't want to have to repair it.


Lastly, I want to sum up a little about my thoughts on Easter this year. Last year, I was not a happy camper at Easter - and I remember pitiful-ole-Julie whining to God, "Why meeee?? What a hoooorrible weekend!" (In the same tone that a little towhead once whined about not getting chocolate for Easter.)
Then, realizing that as glorious as Easter is, the first Easter was a much more horrible weekend. Why?
Because the people that were convinced that Jesus was the Messiah had just watched Him die. They completely lost their hope. You know the despair.com namesake demotivator? It's a picture of a sunset with the phrase, "It's always darkest just before it's pitch black." That's what the disciples were going through. On Thursday, they watched Jesus get arrested. Pretty bleak. But maybe,  if He's really God - they'd say - he'll save himself! On Friday, they see Him die and get taken down to a tomb. Er - more black. Could this get any worse?
Short answer: Yes. Long answer: YEEEESSSS.
Saturday was the Sabbath day for the Jews - which meant they weren't permitted to work or distract themselves with any activity, including cooking. They went to the temple and would have had to worship their God, knowing that the man they thought was their Savior had died. And from sunup to sundown, they would have been able to do virtually nothing but think. Now that's black. And Sunday morning rolls around, even blacker. The beliefs were that the spirit left a dead body after three days. Sunday was the third day - there was absolutely no hope left. No god could do anything now - Jesus was really dead. What a suck-y weekend.

What a great God, who, as we know by now, did rise on the third day.

What a way to make someone feel bad for whining.

With such a great few previous weeks, I found myself wishing that I were in want and could understand more about the significance of Easter weekend and the spirit of waiting and leaning on God.

In summary - "He is not here, for He has risen!" - Matthew 28:6a

Sunday, September 20, 2009

hey, I "twied"

goliatHulk - pick a man, @SaulsServants - if he takes me down, you can rule@PhilistineFans... my win, we rule you. anyone in? 41 days ago

IsraeliteSoldier not me. @JessesOldest? @Abinadab01? @ShammahShema? @SaulsServants? @KngSaul? 41 days ago

JessesOldest not it. 41 days ago

Abinadab01 have you SEEN @goliatHulk? 41 days ago

ShammahShema shaking in my armor. 41 days ago

SaulsServants dismayed. 41 days ago

KngSaul terrified. 41 days ago

KngSaul wealth, my daughter, tax exemption ... any takers? 40 days ago

JustaShepherd @davyboy bring some food to your brothers. no tweets from them for a while now! about 18 hours ago

davyboy camp looks deserted. about 4 hours ago

goliatHulk - @davyboy boo. about 4 hours ago

davyboy giant JERK over there. lol. about 3 hours ago

JessesOldest go home to your sheep, @davyboy. about 3 hours ago

davyboy can't hardly speak in here. #GRR. about 3 hours ago

davyboy @KngSaul i'll take on @goliatHulk! about 3 hours ago

KngSaul @davyboy rofl, munchkin. about 3 hours ago

davyboy the lord looks at the heart, not the height. anybody know where a good rockbed is? about 2 hours ago

johnaSon @davyboy down on the other side of the valley. about 2 hours ago

KngSaul little boys think they can do everything. fending lions and bears not equal to@goliatHulk! schwatever. about 1 hour ago

goliatHulk 40 days and you send me this n00b as your god's representative? lolz. 50 minutes ago

davyboy @YHWH - you sent me this grandn00b for you to deliver us? not even a challenge. plz. my @YHWH saves, fights, and wins. 48 minutes ago

davyboy FTW!!!!!!!! 46 minutes ago

PhilistineFans takin' off. know any good hiding spots? 45 minutes ago

KngSaul w00t. 45 minutes ago

IsrealiteArmors attacking. @YHWH delivered! 43 minutes ago

JessesOldest speechless. newfound respect for @davyboy and @YHWH 31 minutes ago

davyboy ndb. 4 minutes ago

KngSaul hail @YHWH! and @davyboy, son of @JustaShepherd. but only a little. 1 minute ago

Friday, July 24, 2009

like Matt Nathanson, I get by with little victories

I was making these delicious treats using my new apron (and switching shortening for butter, as always with cookies) and took some pictures for you. The two pictures illustrate a song that I remember from my Girl Scout days. Be sure to hold your cursor over the pictures to see the scrollover text and you, too, can get the song stuck in your head.

In an effort to act superior, I'm going to spew some facts at you. Blame it on my More with Less cookbook and trying to eat like Jesus! I don't see anything morally wrong with eating meat, but I've decided to reduce my meat consumption so that most of my meals are vegetarian or use meat as an accent, rather than the main dish, as I've heard most non-U.S. countries do anyway.

Turns out, meat production is pretty harmful for the environment (I'm going to skip the obvious harm for the animals.) According to vegetarian.about.com, with real citations listed at the end of the articles, I learned that more than 1/3 of all fossil fuels produced in the US go toward animal agriculture; ten times the amount of carbon dioxide is emitted from a calorie of meat than a plant protein... and that going vegan for a year reduces more emissions than driving a hybrid car.
As for water usage, a pound of beef requires about 2500 gallons of water to produce, whereas a pound of soy requires 250 gallons and a pound of wheat 25 gallons. So, although I've spent over a year learning to shower in under 5 minutes, by going meatless, I could exchange the water I'm saving for encores in my shower concerts! Which might explain why my family/ housemates never really support my meatless endeavors...

With 6 billion people (plus some, but who's counting?), obviously one person is not going to make a difference. But if enough people are doing it - I sure don't want to be the one person who's holding us back!

I'd love meatless or barely-there meat recipes that you enjoy, and if you want any recipes from me, just comment/ send me a note! Links to recipe pages in the comments section so all can see, or emails are fine as well.

If you're feeling up to it, I challenge you to eat only one meated-meal a day - or no meat-centered meals for a week. Let me know how it goes - I have a really hard time obeying at restaurants. (Eddie George, why do bacon bits make your macaroni irresistable?)

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Not my gumdrop buttons!

I know what you're thinking - "what? A post by Julie? Is she still that bored?" Perhaps you've been wondering how long this whole blog-fuss is going to creep on because I am leading a fairly normal and uneventful life. Or maybe you're wondering what it means for the earth to laugh in flowers. In any case, you're out of luck.

At Cold Stone today (chocolate pudding ice cream with Oreos = yum.), a little boy walked up and said hello to me. I love supervising swim lessons because then it's okay for little kids to stare.We got into a little conversation and found out he's 4 1/2.
1. How do kids know halves? Who tells them which month is halfway around the year from their birth month?
2. Poll question of the entry: when do you quit counting by halves? (/Quarters/ twelfths, for those of us who know that 12/12 is one.)
Also, we were not able to decipher the boy's birth month to verify his fractional skills. His sister was born in DE-cember, but he wasn't; he was born in De-CEM-ber. Perhaps there's a 13th month, which would just make halves a lot more confusing.

I made some cards that I'm proud of. If you happen to get one of these in the mail, still act excited. If you have a good phrase (or occasion) for the button card, let me know!

On a more serious note, I read in the Cincinnati paper today that only 3 percent of foster children graduate from college. About a third even enter college. It makes me want to do something - like research, since I'm not really in a place to foster any children. It makes me wonder what I should be doing to be a good neighbor.

In Luke 10, Jesus is asked what makes a good neighbor. He answers with the parable of the good Samaritan, someone who stops to help a robbed and beaten "half-dead" man, bandaging his wounds, taking care of him, paying for a night at the inn and leaving more money for the morning. The neighbors immediately realize that the Samaritan acted as his neighbor, and Jesus tells them, "Go and do likewise."

Immediately following the parable, Luke tells a story of Mary and Martha. Martha is the perfect neighbor - preparing everything for Jesus, cooking, cleaning, probably dragging in the orphaned, the widowed, and the exiled off the streets for her Jesus as well. And yet, her sister Mary, who simply sits at Jesus' feet listening to Him, is the one whom Jesus praised. He said, "Martha, Martha, [Martha] - ... Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her."

I don't have a good summary or way to tweak the two stories so that it's easy to tell when I'm being a good Samaritan and when I'm being a Martha. I present them together as Luke did so that it's easy to see the tension between the stories. When I'm daydreaming about Samaritan-ing the world, one study at a time, one child at a time, I must remember that it's possible, and easy, to become distracted by the duties and forget the inspiration. Choose what's better.

I find I have no real idea what that means, but I know it's true.
Just like the earth laughing in flowers. Or a Taylor Swift and T-Pain duet named Thug Story.


Monday, November 24, 2008

Dear Lucky One (Reflections on a pond...or high-school math course.)

Dear Lucky One,

As I have just spent fourteen weeks learning the balancing act between being a student and a teacher, an informational source and an informational dumping ground. In this letter, I provide you with some of my best insights. As you read these, note that many of them are invaluable truths of which you are already aware. You may even raise one eyebrow and think, “Really? She thinks I don’t know that?” To that, I respond with a condescending shake of the head. Take special notice of the ones that appear most obvious: those are the ones you need taped to the steering wheel or the bathroom mirror, written at your desk or on your hand. Those are the ones that I forgot about on a daily basis and remembered only after I ignored or avoided the truths somehow, so they are included in your advice.

· Believe in the students first.

No matter what experienced teachers, administration, previous report cards, or your personal beliefs may tell you, you need to believe in the students first. Believe in the students before you give up, and believe in the students even if other teachers, parents, or the students themselves do not. You may not be the only person believing in them, but if you are the only, you are the student’s first. The students may not live up to your expectations or dreams for them: do not see that as a direct consequence of you as a teacher. There is always more that one can do for the students and the course, but we will never reach perfection. Use the students who are not meeting your expectations as one source of your motivation to improve, but do not let those students dictate your attitude toward the course, the class, the teaching profession, or your outlook on life. We are attempting an impossible task – to go to the “lost sheep of Israel” (Matthew 10:6), whichever students you view as the lost, discouraged, lonely, or unheard or misheard lost sheep, have them understand and perhaps even enjoy mathematics. The task is daunting, and my apex was realizing that not all students will meet my expectations. I would much rather have some students miss the mark than have no mark or expectations for those same students. Believing in the students is much more important than lowering your standards to fit the lost sheep in your classroom.

· We face a daunting task: students believe in math’s bad rap.

Times it appeared to be okay to like math:

1. As a joke – This is indicated by a smug glance around the classroom and a smattering of chuckles from around the classroom and the student himself or herself.

2. When a difficult objective is suddenly understood – This is indicated by an “OH!” or an “Aha! I like this!” almost immediately followed by a sudden self-awareness of what was just said. Then self-awareness is followed by silence, and perhaps some blushing, depending on who heard the student’s positive attitude toward math.

3. When it’s “okay.” – This only happens on your best-planned, best-enacted lesson. Hours and hours will be put into engaging activities that encompass multiple levels of Bloom’s taxonomy, stopping just shy of teaching your students to save the world. In this case, a few students may admit, even openly, that the lesson, perhaps even math in general, is “okay, I guess.”

Because math has a bad reputation, due to proofs, right answers, a certain brain that American students appear to lack, among other things, it is important for you as a teacher to be excited about math, all areas of it. Being excited for a piece of a lesson will incite students to catch onto your excitement. For example, I gave a very awful math pun at the end of a slideshow lesson. I cautioned the students to not share the answer with other classes, making a very big deal for such a small portion of the lesson. By the third class, students were walking into the class telling me bad puns and mockingly saying, “I know the answer to your joke!” If only the students had realized they were actually excited to get to class, even if it was just to know what the acorn said when he grew up. (“Gee, I’m a tree!”) Excitement is contagious, even if the students do not want to admit it. It is important to like math and to have lessons that you don’t have to pretend to enjoy, but that you actually do enjoy. The students will feed off of your energy and enthusiasm much better than they do your apathy or disinterest.

· Review past course material whenever possible.

Remember the readings you have done reporting ’80 percent of algebra material is new’ compared to ’70 percent of pre-algebra material is review’? They are true. Students are given new ideas – letters as changing numbers? Only if they’re at the end of the alphabet? Constants at the beginning? Adding and dividing and exponentially increasing the alphabet? Greek letters as one number? Greek letters? And students who understood enough to not fail algebra were still placed in geometry. Purposely creating problems that combine algebraic knowledge and geometry offer moments to re-teach and remind students about algebra, along with showing uses of algebra. I learned to go through the algebraic steps to solving geometrical problems, at least the first few times, before skipping over the steps. Students do not learn the geometric concepts if they are focused on the algebraic steps and mistakes. When finding area of a regular polygon, do not take it for granted that students know how to multiply to find perimeters, or complete the algebraic steps necessary to find a leg of a triangle with the Pythagorean Theorem.

· Use technology to your advantage.

Many teachers shy away from the internet because it might allow students to cheat and find answers: don’t succumb to that belief! Students can find answers on the internet, and they might. Use it to YOUR advantage – make the questions a little harder or a little more in-depth. Give students a website to look at; it will really throw them off. They are often shocked when you know what’s on the internet, just like they are shocked when you know the answers to the odd problems are in the back of the book. I also really recommend playing with blogs, wikis, or educational social networks (ning.com.) If students are provided with time in class to prepare their sites or additions to the class sites, they will spend time learning when they do not realize they are learning. Wikis allow students to edit a main page, and have a history so the moderator can see who made which edits. Blogs are great sources of information; I designed one describing the class projects. Students can click on a “label” that interests them and see what projects fall into that category. Ning.com is a social networking site, allowing each student to have an individual page and a classroom group or page that all students can edit. It is simple to post word documents, podcasts, or updates with this site, and one English teacher found that a number of students were entering in interesting discussions with their comments on other students’ profiles.

One last benefit to accepting technology: Word’s 2007 automatic formatting is a lot less annoying. Those extra spaces? Better formatting for online work.

· Emphasize that more than one road leads to Rome.

Sure, there are wrong ways to work math problems. But there is typically more than one correct way. If the students give explanations of their procedures, especially if students have differing procedures, then they will see solving math problems is not just about one procedure and one answer. Math is not as cut-and-dry as people like to believe! By pressing for “hows” instead of just an answer, you have shown students the importance of math as a constructed area of knowledge and not just something that pops magically out of the heads of those with the “math gene.”

· Be interruptable, aware, and helpful.

Jesus allowed himself to be interrupted by a man whose son was dying in John 4:43-54. The story does not say what Jesus was doing when the royal official came up to him, but one can imagine that Jesus was not sitting alone in Cana simply waiting for the official. Instead, He allowed himself to be interrupted and I assume it was even without a frustrated sigh or an “okay, but make it quick” qualifier. He was interruptable, and therefore welcoming. He was also aware of the man’s shortcomings, not fooling Himself to think that the royal official was perfect. The first thing Jesus says to the man is, “You will not believe without signs and wonders.” Jesus was honest, not naïve, and aware of the sin in the world around Him; that makes His approachability and interruptability even more awe-inspiring, as it does the story’s end: Jesus is helpful. He does what He can for the official, healing the son. Should we go doing everything people ask? No – notice that Jesus does not subscribe to the man’s request of returning to Capernaum in order to heal the son; Jesus heals Him in a way unexpected by the royal official. With preparation and a God-centered focus, we can consistently make judgments on our own actions to best help the students and all we interact with. It may not always be what is asked for, but at the same time, action is taken with what we see as beneficial and helpful. The issues are not forgotten, set aside, ignored, or downplayed, but we react accordingly and provide the help we are capable of giving.

Using a quote from F. Scott Fitzgerald’s The Crack-up, I conclude my pearls of wisdom with a grain of salt. After all, it is a single grain of sand irritating an oyster that creates a pearl.

The test of a first-rate intelligence is the ability to hold two opposed ideas in the mind at the same time, and still retain the ability to function. One should, for example, be able to see that things are hopeless and yet be determined to make them otherwise.”[1]



[1] Fitzgerald, F. Scott. (1936). The Crack-Up. Esquire, February-April.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Aphorism

"A positive attitude may not solve all of your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort."
- Herm Albright

Monday, October 20, 2008

How much is too much?

I had a "FIRE-UP!" conference for student-teachers today. I went to a number of sessions - it's pretty easy to tell what I'm interested in from the sessions. I attended "Connecting with kids in Crisis", "Urban Education", "Students of Poverty as Diverse Learners" and then a froofy one about your 'true colors' (a personality test). (Dad, I think you and I are gold.) I say froofy because it doesn't seem like a personality test if they ask you to look at the typical description and place yourself in it.
But I really valued it because I needed a reminder that it's okay to care about people. In fact, I have some questions about life that I'd like to hear your thoughts about. I know that, as a teacher, I will not reach everybody and get everybody to succeed in math or even get everybody to understand that I actually care about them, or potentially, I probably won't care about everybody like I should. As a naive little teacher, I have that as a goal of mine: not just to care about everybody, but to attempt to show them.
How much is too much in caring for the students? Am I setting my goals too high? Not high enough? How do I stop from becoming complacent? Or is complacency not always a bad thing (am I using a poor word choice here?) I would love to know your thoughts or advice.

Random update: first swim meet on Saturday! It's a girls-only meet against St. Mary's at Notre Dame's pool. Which can only mean two things:
1. Awesome pool experience.
2. Hot seat (i.e. mushy engagement stories) with the coaches over the bus microphone.


Too much math on the brain... This happens to me. Every night.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

The Odds Get Even

Today's good news:
- No one dislikes me for moving the test back

- The teachers' union did not call for a strike during their all-union meeting yesterday.

- I woke up from an amazing dream (quite funny in numerous places - there was a horrendous play, but even as an actress in it, I left, so I'm not quite sure of the plot. I came back for the end. In addition, somehow it involved my friend Maggie ripping my teacher's pop-up book. (Pictured below, not ripped.) So I'm glad it was just a dream.) But waking up happy, even early, is a great start to the day.

In other news:
- I have some students that I caught cheating on their homework. I know that happens often (and I know I do it too) but it really is disappointing to see they're not even putting forth any effort. I wish there was a way to motivate students other than grades so that they are challenged to learn the material, not just get good grades. It's a vicious cycle.
- I have a particular student, Student A, whom I really like. He ihas turned in two assignments out of about 24, sleeps in class, etc... But he's really bright. He's been answering questions recently and always answers them correctly. His favorite subject is listed as lunch, and he likes singing. I also think he likes/ doesn't dislike me. So I'm off to an okay start with him. But I don't know how to motivate him.
This got me thinking - the most basic motivation would be to say, "You need this to graduate." But she may not even have graduation as a goal. And, if I really want to go off on a tangent here - is there anything wrong with NOT having that as a goal? I want it - for money, or good jobs... But really, those are telos (plural of telos, anyone?) I've developed. Should I expect everyone to hold the same? I read a short story - thanks, Randall family for the book - named "How to Win" by Rosellen Brown. Her particular story is about a son with a learning disability and his 'only way to win' at school is to take daily drugs that completely change his personality, so it's kind of a sarcastic win. Good connection.

the odds protest.
like my students yesterday.
but not like grand rapids teachers (yet).

Monday, September 22, 2008

Bike - Bike Seat = ?

Apparently, bike seats are something worth replacing when they fall off.

I hope you all take my advice if it becomes useful. 

On the plus side, now my quads will be extra-ready for swimming (6 days and counting!) due to all the standing and pedaling I have been/ will be doing until I make it to the bike store.

And I think I'm going to make these yummies this weekend. Please provide tips if you can, because I've recently begun making a mess of everything I've baked. (Although my meatballs did turn out okay, they're still nothing compared to Diane's.)